CHAPTER 2-Part 1: REHEARSAL ROOM – BREAK TIME
(PRESENT: THE SAME DAY FAY ARRIVE)
Jung min and Maknae are playing around or should I say fighting again,
Kyu Jong is playing with his psp, while I’m laughing at Jung Min and Hyung Joon…and as always Hyun Joong is taking a nap.
KYU: ahhh… Young Saeng hyung!...
YS: wae? Is there something wrong?
KYU: Anniyo, nothings wrong, I just remember to give you something, and wait here I’ll get it on my bag.
YS: ok…
Kyu Jongie went to his bag to get that SOMETHING fro his bag… and after a while he gave me a familiar thing…Who I think I lost a year ago… a CAP with my initials in it.
KYU: I was organizing my stuff, then, I remember that I don’t have that kind of cap and when I check it is has your initials, so thought it was yours.
YS: nae… I owned this, thanks for returning, but I since I have plenty of caps collection I don’t need this one, I’ll just throw it or give to someone.
I put the cap inside my bag… surely I will throw it… this cap reminds me of her a girl who inflicted so much pain to me, which make my hearts broken.
KYU: uhhmm …Hyung??
Kyu stops my thoughts…
YS: oh… sorry… what it is Jongie??
KYU: If you don’t mind me asking… Is that cap from Fay?
Jung Min and Hyun Joong look at me this time as if Im a criminal whose sitting on the hot sit, because of that question that were asked by Kyu Jong.
YS: yes… I receive this as a gift on my 20th bday… that is why I want to get rid of this thing… I don’t want to see anything that could remind me of her.
JM: uhmm Hyung? You haven’t forgiven her yet?
HJB: it’s been 5 years since she left. I think you should or at lest lessen your anger to her.
Hyun Joong who is having her nap is now awake
HJL: and besides you have a girl friend, aren’t you happy with JAZRINE?
YS: It’s not like that Hyung, of course I’m happy with her…
HJL: Then why haven’t forgiven Fay?
HJB: Hyung does this mean you’re still not over her??
KYU: That JAZRINE is just a rebound?... sorry for the term Hyung..
Jung Min is on the other side facing at me waiting for my answer
YS: No… I love JAZRINE… (Who am I convincing??Myself or them?) Fay? How can I forgive someone who left me without saying a single word?
JM: Everyone here doesn’t know the reason why…
YS: At least you know that she’s leaving..
HJB: Hyung 5 years is still not enough for you to move on? We have told you everything that we know and I think that we explain it well to you?
Hyung Jun caught me there… Why I am acting like this? Right its been 5 years, I have JAZRINE now, I should be contented and erase Fay on my mind…
HJL: Guys stop it! This talking will lead to a fight if you don’t stop..
HJB& JM: Mianhe, Young Saeng Hyung
JM: Mianhe, Hyun Joong Hyung
YS: forgive me also, I’m the one who start this… and how can I be mad to you guys? You are my brothers who always there for me through my ups and down’s…
KYU: ok ok ok… Let stop this drama… our instructor is calling us… Let’s go… so we can finish early.
CHAPTER 2-Part 2: REHEARSAL ROOM - AFTER REHEARSAL
Im still thinking of our topic a while ago, Yes Mal and Hyung Jun explain everything to me the reason why they are the only persons, who knows that Fay is leaving,…
(5 years ago)SS501 Dorm
From the airport we go straight to our dorm, I have no time to argue with them, this morning I was able to visit Fay, so I wake up early… But I have a read a note on a table that Kyu, JM and Maknae leave earlier. I call Kyu to tell him that I am going to visit Fay, but to my surprise he told me that Mal and Maknae are in the airport with her...I feel nervous... she’s been quiet this past week, I feel something was not right, so I hang up the phone, change my clothes and rush to the airport I didn’t mind taking a bath.
I went straight to the departure area, there I see Maknae and Mal waving goodbye to Fay, Where is she going? Why didn’t she tell me about this, what I have done wrong??... I call her as loud as I can I know she could hear me, but she didn’t look back,
Mal and Maknae stop me, there’s nothing I can do now the plane is about to take off… My tears keep rolling down, asking the same question “what I have done, for her to leave me…?.”
I’ll let Mal drive the car back to our dorm; I was sitting at the back sit, My brain is not working, I want to rest, but every time I tried to close my eyes, I can see her figure walking away….
HJL: were have you been?
HJB: at the airport….
HJL: wae?? Who arrived? Young Saeng have you been crying?
HJB&JM: (facing Young Saeng) Mianhe, Hyung
JM: We take Fay to the airport…
YS: Why didn’t you tell me that she’s about to leave me?! Why you need to keep this to me?, Why?!! Why??!!
I was screaming at the top of my lungs… I feel it is the only way I can show how hurt and broken I am now…
HJL: Young Saeng relax,… here drink some water(giving Young Saeng water then faces Mal and Maknae) You two explain what happen.
Mal and Maknae are pointing at each other…until they have decided that Mal would be the one to explain.
JM: ok ok.. I will explain…
Last night, when I’m about to sleep Fay called me and ask me to go to the airport at 6 am or earlier, she said its important and ask me not to tell Young Saeng ‘bout this, so I thought it was a surprise, even it sounds weird because in the airport what kind of surprise is that, any ways, She ask me to bring along Maknae and Kyu of I can. Since I love surprises I quietly and hurriedly run to Kyu and Maknae’s room and tell them ‘bout what Fay has told me.
But since Kyu have to do something important today, it left me no choice but to go with Maknae.
YS: But, why you didn’t wake me up?
HJB: It’s because Fay ask us not to tell you, and we thought that she was preparing something for you,
JM: eherm….
HJL: Min continue, Young Saeng listen first…
JM: At the airport we’ve seen her with her luggage, she just tell us that she will leaving Korea and don’t know when to come back. We ask her why; “I love him that much and I don’t want him to give up everything” is the only answer she gave to us. We didn’t ask her again, knowing her Hyung… she did whatever she had decided.
Then Young Saeng arrives at the airport (faces Young Saeng) Hyung let’s give her time maybe in a month or two she’ll contact you. Mianhe Hyung. We really don’t know the reason, you and Fay are like my sister and brother, whatever reason she have maybe, soon she will tell us when she’s ready.
Whatever reason she has, I really want to hear it now how can I continue my life without her? Is she being safe there? Where is she going? Whose with her? Ughh… I’m going crazy thinking of her.
YS: its ok, you were just being ask by her, I cant to anything about it, she already left, the thing that I can’t understand is that we didn’t argue or anything …. *sighs* I’m tired; I think I should rest… see u later I will get some sleep.
HJL: you should be Young Saeng, we have rehearsal later, don’t think about it too much I’m sure she is doing it for better.
I just nod and went inside our room, everyone is quiet outside still absorbing everything that happens a while ago
(PRESENT )
. I hold on t what Jung Min had said; I’ve waited a month for her call but years had pass I didn’t hear any news from her everyone thought that I was mad at her… yes there are times that I want to see her and let her feel the pain she left with me, but I still ended missing her.
Aisshhhh… I should stop thinking bout it, I move on, I have a girl friend now, we are in the same industry, I’m happy with her…
[I]Kyu Jong voice wakes me up from deep thoughts
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KYU: Hyung!! Young Saeng Hyung?!
YS: oh yes?? Mianhe.. im just tired…
KYU: I can see it Hyung…uhmm are you coming? Hyun Joong Hyung wants to treat us to dinner..
YS: Ok wait me outside…I will just get my things.
KYU: Don’t take so long… will wait you outside…
*****END OF CHAPTER 2*****
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