Friday, July 23, 2010

Because i'm stupid - chapter 1

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Calyx Fay Kim – an international model, Young Saeng’s first love.

Heo Young Saeng - SS501 member..Thought he moved on but seeing FAY…..

JungMin,Kyu jong,HJB,HJL.- SS501 members

A Love story that bound to break to give way to his career. Fay left Korea to give freedom to Young Saeng. She thinks it’s the best way she can do to protect his career. With this decision she left Young Saeng puzzled, thinking why she gave up their 2 yrs. relationship over something. Now she comes back after 5 years of hiding from him, what will happen next?

Chapter 1 – At the airport

*sighs* Now I’m back ….This is it. The place where I left my Heart, my everything, and my Life

I bet he‘s still mad at me or not? Maybe 5 years is long enough for him to forget me.

I left without a single word without telling him the reason why I have leave.

My memory of him in this place, crying and begging me not to leave….

(5 yrs. ago at the airport with Hyung Jun and Jung Min)

JM: Fay, You know your decision will make him upset

Fay: Jung Min oppa, it is the best thing I can do

HJB: The best for whom? For you? Or for Young Saeng Hyung?

Fay: For both of us…

JM: For both of you? So that’s why you are so quiet this past week, you are planning to leave. What’s the reason?

HJB: What is that bothering you? Does leaving Hyung is the only reason?

Fay: I Love him that much that is the only reason, I don’t want him to give up everything for the sake of our relationship…

JM: Arraso… I won’t ask any question I know you will just keep the answers…. Just take good care of yourself there…

Fay: Thanks Oppa,... uhmmm Oppa’s please promise one thing…(they just nod as if they telling me to continue…) you wont tell him I leave and he’s the reason… I promise to call you whenever I get there.

HJB: You should be… and yes I promise as long as I can I won’t tell Hyung about this.

JM: I can’t promise you that, you know that I’m not good at keeping secrets.

HJB: Jung Min ahh!!!

JM: wae??!! I’m just telling the truth…besides whether Hyung will find out or not I can’t give him any answers because I don’t know her reasons…do you?

HJB: You are just giving her a reason to worry.

Fay: Kinchana Hyung Jun oppa, Jung Min oppa is just being honest.

HJB: see Jung Min….you really are horse headed!!!

JM: See what??

Tom and Jerry fight start again….I kept on laughing…hahaha

Surely I will miss them, the 5 of them especially Young Saeng…

(All passenger with flight number 501 please proceed to departure area)

We all look at our watch…It’s time for me to leave…

Fay: Oh… that’s my flight, I have to go, and goodbye oppa’s I will miss you…take care always

HJB&JM: Bye… call us as soon as you can…

My tears start to roll down….Jung Min oppa seen it.

JM: What is that tears? Ow! Our princess is crying… just stay if you cant get your feet on the plane…hehehe

Fay: I’ll go… bye

(They were waving goodbye to me…)

While wiping up my tears I hear a familiar voice calling my name….

YS: Fay!Fay!...Don’t leave! Why are you doing this to me? What I have done wrong? Fay!!

(It’s Young Saeng oppa!!!... What is he doing here? How does he know I’m leaving?)

HJB: Hyung… stop let just go back to our dorm.

YS: anniyo… I can’t go back I need her explanation.

(His tears are rolling down…)

JM: You can’t do anything now Hyung… Her decision is final…

I didn’t turn my back… I don’t know what happen next…I just hear his voice Loud and clear while I’m walking towards the departure area, he is calling me, begging me to stay…I can’t handle this anymore, My tears keep rolling down as if there is a faucet left open… I really don’t want to go… but I need to and I have to… The plane is now taking off…GOODBYE my Prince…

(Present): Fay is walking to take a cab…

How is he now? Even I contact Jung Min oppa often, still something is missing. Mal is giving me updates bout’ Young Saeng… the recent news bout him… he have a girlfriend…shoooot it hurts a lot. But what I can do? I am the one who leave, I have nothing to regret.

No one knows that today is my arrival; I have called Mal and Hyun Joong oppa about my plan of coming back but not the exact date. I will be staying here for good after 5 years of working as a professional model in New York. My heart still want to go back to a place were I belong…my homeland.

(At the cab)

------Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo

neo hanapakke nan moreugo

tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon

ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji----

Ohh good… the song is collaborating with my thoughts...Yeah... I am really s2pid for leaving him.

I will stay at condo I bought 2 years ago, with the help of Jung Min oppa… who handle all the papers for transferring it to my name, He really helps a lot.

Since I am staying here for good I am prepared to what will happen, or when we accidentally bump into each other again....

*****END OF CHAPTER 1*****

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